I've been really struggling the last few days - maybe the last few weeks. I'm just so sad all the damn time. I cry over the stupidest stuff, stuff that usually will at least bring back happy memories. Last night, I was overwhelmed listening to an REO Speedwagon song, and just bawled for ten minutes. REO is generally really happy memories - good friends, great concerts.
I'm thinking I definitely have to get to the doctor and get back on my anti-depressants, and hope like hell that works, because if it doesn't, I don't know how much longer I can hold out. And for frak's sake, I'm not talking about suicide. No, I'm talking emotional breakdown. Loonybin. Inpatient stuff. Thought scares the bejesus out of me.
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